Disconnected

I'm sorry for my total lack of postings. I've missed every holiday and
event I think since Gio was born. He is such a sweet little boy. Tons
of smiles and love. Unfortunately he is still miserable a good portion
of the time. He screams a lot. I'm hitting my wall a little more
frequently. I had a mini meltdown the other day and my mom reminded me
how challenging we have it right now. You would have thought after the
breastfeeding drama with Bella, and then the whole cancer thing, and
then pregnancy before my body had even recovered, that we would have
gotten a break. But apparently not... So we still survive. :)

I'm starting to really feel disconnected from, well, everything. I
even had three mommy play dates this week (amazing!) but between Bella
wanting/needing my attention, and Gio's fussiness, it was difficult to
fully talk and connect. I really don't have the energy to do a lot of
socializing these days so its hard when it happens to not be able to
fully engage.

It's only temporary I know. Just starting to feel like by the time I
find my way back into life, my friends and I will all be in such
different places that the reconnection won't happen. Just fears-
hopefully unfounded. I promise updated pictures soon and a new blog
design too! Once I have time to get back on my laptop... So 2033? ;)