Surgery is here

Tomorrow morning, in approximately 9 hours, I will be drifting off to sleep for the biggest surgery I have ever had.  The final major piece in my cancer journey.  I'm feeling nervous about being away from my babies.  And nervous about the results.  I've felt so uncomfortable in my body for so long now, and have only just started to feel comfortable again since both the expander and implant were out.  I hate the idea that I might not continue feeling comfortable in my own body.  And yet, the results could set me further along the path to feeling not just comfortable, but proud.  Here's hoping that is the result!  Although I've spent the week feeling excited, I've been aware of a constant anxiety also plaguing me.  They are very similar emotions of course. I only realized the anxiety was there once I noticed I was stress eating. =)  Well with a few things left to do before tomorrow I'd better get to it, but I am asking for thoughts and prayers and good vibes and juju for a smooth surgery with outstanding results and rapid healing.  Not too much to ask right? ;)