Sunday, April 14, 2013

Struggling

I'm struggling today. Every little thing seems to be tripping me up
like it is a big deal. I feel raw, on edge, and irritable. Since I
woke up this way I'm going to assume it isn't real and just hormones/
lack of sleep/ the moon/ whatever... Frustrating though. I've managed
to offend my husband, hurt Bella's feelings, and upset myself. All
over... What? I don't know. I do know that I'm becoming increasingly
desperate for a community of people in a similar phase of life. One
where nick has friends, Bella has friends and I do too. And yet one of
the primary reasons that I wish this is also the reason it's hard to
come by- kids and sleep. Every schedule is different! Someday I will
have a life again that won't feel like so much work.

On another note- gio is six months old today!!!! How time flies. It
happened so fast!

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